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Thursday, December 5, 2013 @ 2:39 AM | 0 Comment [s]
"You know what your problem is? You get attached, fast. And once you're attracted to someone, you will do everything you can to please them and make them happy. It's never been about what you want, it's always everybody's needs before your own. You give out too many chances to people, who quite frankly, do not deserve them. They take advantage of you, and you become a pushover. But you're okay with that, because they're in your life and that's all you really wanted. And if they screw you over, you will still be there for them. Because that's you, that's who you are. Once you get attached to someone, they capture some part of you and they will always have place there. And that is why it's so hard for you to let them go."
One word choice.
Saturday, November 16, 2013 @ 3:50 AM | 0 Comment [s]
I choose word, carefully. When I say, "I just want to stop existing", it scares people. I don't mean I want to die, not at all. I just want a moment where I don't exist; I don't die, just never lived, I was never anything. I just want peace and quiet for a moment where I close my eyes and nothing is happening and I don't exist. Then I can open my eyes and keep going. I just don't want to exist right now.